20 Days in 2 Timothy
God Defended
Day 19
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At my first defense no one came to stand by me, but all deserted me. May it not be charged against them! But the Lord stood by me and strengthened me, so that through me the message might be fully proclaimed and all the Gentiles might hear it. So I was rescued from the lion's mouth. The Lord will rescue me from every evil deed and bring me safely into his heavenly kingdom. To him be the glory forever and ever. Amen.
2 Timothy 4:16-18
Summary
Paul looked over his shoulder and no one came to stand by him. All had deserted him.
Can you imagine what that would have felt like? Facing the kings in the capital city of Rome and not having a friend in sight to be his character witness? Essentially thrown to the wolves and made to fend for himself?
When we hear this, our first response may be anger. How could his friends abandon him in this time of need? With this betrayal, you may be thinking that Paul might even pray for the downfall of those who left him or even seek out a way for revenge. But what does He do instead?
He forgives. He pictures Jesus nailed to a cross and asking His Father in heaven to forgive the people who put him there. Paul pictures Stephen, who, as he was being crushed by stones, forgave his own murderers. Paul refuses to die with hatred or bitterness against anyone because forgiveness has been modeled to him, just as it has for us.
Forgiveness is the Gospel at work in a human heart.
If we believe in a God big enough to guide our stories, we’ll have a well of grace to forgive even those who hurt us. We want to die with forgiving hearts like Paul, Stephen, and Jesus did.
No one stood by Paul in these moments but the Lord. Not only was God with him, but He strengthened him so that the message of the Gospel would be proclaimed and all Gentiles would hear. This was God’s calling on Paul’s life since the very moment he experienced God on the road to Damascus.
Paul most likely did not anticipate being in chains to preach the message of hope and faith as he was directed to, but he knew that though this was a dark day, this was not outside the sovereignty of King Jesus.
After all of this, Paul encourages Timothy that God will rescue him from everything and he gives all of the credit back to the Lord. He dies praising. He doesn’t see himself as a conquering hero, he seems himself as a sheep being carried by his shepherd. We want to live and die like Paul did—forigiving those who hurt us, preaching a message that saves, and praising God for saving us.
What's next?
How do you want to end your days? Are you going to go out with grudges and resentment, or are people going to remember all the ways you offered grace and forgiveness? Do you carry yourself in a way that causes you to stand out and make the Gospel plain? In order to die the way you desire, you need to live that way now by putting into practice what you want to be known for.
- Ask God to search your heart for the areas that need to heal, the people you need to forgive, and who you are going to share the Gospel with.